Hard day.

I want to be honest. Today was a hard day. Not really for any particular reason, it just was. Quarantine without my regular work routine is honestly maybe harder for me, it’s easier for me to feel lost & aimless without the routines of teaching, even remotely, to keep me anchored.

But, that being said, there were still good moments. We went for a drive through Skyline Forest, staying mostly in the car because my breathing isn’t up to a crazy long hike, but we did walk around a tiny bit. We got In ‘n Out burgers for lunch. Our outdoor patio table came and Sean’s already assembled it. It hurts me less to breathe while walking than it did before. There are good things, but there are also hard things. Things feel scary and overwhelming and out of my control today. Sometimes that’s just the way it is. Hoping tomorrow feels lighter.